The last piece of a puzzle.. of a decision..

A question needs an answer.
A decision is based on the answer.


I decided.

and i quit...

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In some decisions however minor they might be to your life you wish to have this very close person's opinion...you value their opinion regardless a lot of things.. but it seems like the last piece in the puzzle...

The process of deciding varies.. a thought prevails a judgment or a mental argument.. but at the end of the day you end up with several alternatives and you should choose.. the process itself seems to be a puzzle that requires you to look at your pieces and evaluate them.. put those together on this side and those on the other and join them.. its only with the last piece you'd feel the best.. when the whole puzzle is no longer a "puzzle" ..

When my sister used to live with us before she got married, she used to be my.... mind you can say. I'd ask her what color is better .. blue or yellow.. its not that i lack the personality and confidence in myself.. but her opinion was always a valuable one to me... and still is..

Well thinking about it, yes i think i lack the personality. Throughout my life i needed this extra person to "touch up" my thoughts and decisions.. i needed that "no i don't think its a good idea" or "yes go ahead" ..

When i look back.. i realize how important some of those decisions were in my life.. I might have got married to the wrong guy by now if not for my sister.. (back in 1999) .. if not for "anonymous" .. i might have ended up a totally different person by now.. a "rebel".. if not for YOU .. i would have still been the "illiterate" , useless girl.. that same person who lived in a cocoon.. that pathetic person.. you changed me.. you sculptured my personality.. you.....

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A Lost Dot:
Your words were always the last piece of the puzzle..
The puzzle of a decision...
Thank You