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I always used symbolism to try to talk about an issue about me.. life can be a box.. and a bowling experience can be life and our goals...

Many times i felt i was talking in a bubble.. filling it with words.. thoughts.. feelings and.........love.

Instead of doing something real... i just asked myself every time i post.. why am i posting. I try to keep my posts as benefitial.. but sometimes you jsut want to scream and say things.. you just want to write them out.. take them out of this system of yours that needs lubrication.. a reset maybe?

So many drafts i wrote.. so many i deleted.. so many i never wrote and yet never deleted..

So many times you'd read lines and wonder.. is she insane? what is she talkin about.. maybe thats what on your mind now? but what is better.. to be insane; yet with feelings or sane with no feelings?

You have that look on your face already? the one with your bushy eyebrows tilted upwards.. and a look that says "WHAT on EARTH are you talkin about?" ..

Open your eyes.. and read me.. don't read my letters and sentences.. my words and punctuation marks.. i just want you to read me.. thats all..

Unveiled i am.. see me..

So many times we wished we were in a different world.. different life.. So many times we wished we were in different times..

Apparently.. we are who we are.. where we are.. when we are meant to be.. and how we are meant to be.. we are the souls and feelings.. the life and death .. the sanity and insanity.. the You.. and the Me..

Even if you don't understand what am writing.. and most probably none of you would understand it.. am still gonna write .. and write.. whether in my thoughts.. or on a paper .. or on golden sand.. or zbad el moyeh il hayjeh.. or even on the back of a star.. i'll write it.. and blow it.. and write it again ..

Eyes.. ears.. nose.. mouth.. all my senses are paralyzed.. except my thoughts.. they seem to be the most energetic part of me.. a part i sometimes wish to extract and grow.. who knows.. i might save the forests by doing that..

Don't freak out.. am fine.. youm t'3ariz il sayarah sho ysawoon bel twayar.. ynasmoonhn.. right?
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