bla bla bla.. !
My birthday is soon.. get me a sandbag.. ! am kidding but I so feel like it.. ! close my fist.. take my stand…tightly and quickly punch !
I think I should seriously consider having one around…especially these days..
DAYYYYYMNNN….sometimes there are people who totally make you feel STUPID, WORTHLESS, and just …a piece of BLA BLA!!! This is when the sandbag is useful…maybe a hammer and knock it to your head…!!! Pfffff… !
I was hesitant to write about this earlier…but now…I so badly wanna write about it…
ONE NIGHT STAND !
I think I should seriously consider having one around…especially these days..
DAYYYYYMNNN….sometimes there are people who totally make you feel STUPID, WORTHLESS, and just …a piece of BLA BLA!!! This is when the sandbag is useful…maybe a hammer and knock it to your head…!!! Pfffff… !
I was hesitant to write about this earlier…but now…I so badly wanna write about it…
ONE NIGHT STAND !
Oh come on don’t give me those look!! Listen to me first…
Apparently we all know that a one night stand is where two meet… get over with their “business” and second day they “DELETE” the file of what happened earlier that night..!! its not a relationship and its not meant to be…!! Check the wikipedia for further details..!
My concept of a One Night Stand….
You meet someone…and they just have you there around them for a REASON…whatever the reason is…physically...monetary...emotionally...its just to FULLFILL THEIR curiousity...need..desire...not necessary sexually....once they are done with you…they act like they don’t know you…ignore every single detail about you…actually I don’t even think they’ll remember your name…
Oh btw...they can be a family....friend...husband...whatever...
My “NIGHT” isn’t necessary an 8 hour night when its dark and all….nah…its more of a phase…it could be a day…two ….a month…or two.. a year…or two…but you are just in a form of a fake relationship….you are being sucked from all what you’ve got…but what I wanna stress on here is “emotionally” rather than physically….they consume every thought of yours….and just live on them….YOU SHOULD satisfy them...BE THERE for them...GIVE THEM a hand when they ask for ... and how stupid that would make you feel when u know that you were their “one night stand” !!!
A Last Dot:
My “NIGHT” isn’t necessary an 8 hour night when its dark and all….nah…its more of a phase…it could be a day…two ….a month…or two.. a year…or two…but you are just in a form of a fake relationship….you are being sucked from all what you’ve got…but what I wanna stress on here is “emotionally” rather than physically….they consume every thought of yours….and just live on them….YOU SHOULD satisfy them...BE THERE for them...GIVE THEM a hand when they ask for ... and how stupid that would make you feel when u know that you were their “one night stand” !!!
A Last Dot:
"All what i wanted is respect.
If only you showed it to me."
"ستذكرني عندما تعاشر غيري.. ..لكن قسما ستبكي على عشرتي زمنا"
4 comments:
if it makes you feel as stupid as you say then why are you in the relationship with them in the first place? are you doing the same thing to them? taking what u need? cause if you are, you're the cause of this "one night stand" as much as they are!
lol i should've bet on what you'll say! :p
i agree.. thats true.. ma the real One Night Stand is an agreememnt between them two.. but sometimes and i say SOMETIMES you are too blind and too NAIVE to know that you choose your role in that One Night Stand show ! you suddenly realize u are under the spot light..
p.s. not everyone can say am outta here.. especially if it was someone from your Family! ;)
No matter what people think, I believe many women are driven emotionally and they pay the price heavily for that.
We hope we learn from our mistakes, alot of us do, and usually catch our self having a deja vu and stop at the right time, before the same damage is done again. Red flag red flag. Once exposed to too many hurt, damage and dissapointment, you're bound to change forever, but most likely the change would be a negative one, rather than a healthy "learned the lesson one".
So DoTs, hurting is knowing that you are healing, if it didn't hurt, you're in trouble.
I am sure many can relate to what you are saying, I for sure can.
Be good now ;)
Don't we all think the same.. if it doesn't hurt then its not healing..!
HL&H & DG thanks for your sweet comment.. so supportive. :)
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